i feel like...yaa can't say it

touching.
sebak.
sad.
why.
don't know
erm nothing
naa lying eaa
there is something actually
just can't say it.

mind said  :  hey,just take it easy mehh.nothing lorhh.chill beb
liver(should be heart or liver actually??) said   : no!can't take it easy
mind said  :  laa awatnya?
liver said   :  nothing
mind said : okey up to you.
liver/heart said : don't worry,i'll be fine.

at the end,myself stand up and :  syuhhhh owh sadap(shut up) both of you!!bising saje gaduh-gaduh haih....

kan dah diam dua-dua.penat tau berperang dengan diri sendiri -_-

saya rasa saya akan buat ayat english,kalau saya rasa segan nak ekspresikan sesuatu dalam bahasa melayu.not that i feel stupid when i speak malay.no laaa.tapi entah.mungkin rasa macam susah nak cakap ayat tu dalam melayu sebab rasa terlalu direct.so kalau terjemah dalam english tak nampak macam direct.errkk ape neh??!

~thanks for always and always remind me.take.care.